I Hear...At night I hear the trees cry,The pretty flowers dyingA beautiful tragedy.At night I hear the birds sleep,The stars speakingTo my lonely heart.When sleep finally passesNight morphs into dayAnd I can hear the sun screaming.The stars dissipate, the trees dance,Birds awake from slumber,And the flowers come alive.
Heart's FireYou have lit my heart's wickSetting it ablaze with fiery passionBurning from inside out.The warmth spreads like a wildfire,Showing no mercy in it's wake.From chest cavity to toetipsBurning shades of crimson-orange delight.Only you can blow out the fire of my heartFor you are the one who ignited its desire.
Papered HeartsI cut out paper figuresFrom the pages of my heart.They turn into dust,Bleeding travesties
Broken GlassI almost allowed myself to love youBut I'm glad I didn't fallBecause instead of pretty rosesI got thorns and broken glass.
Love is a gambleLove is a subconscious gamble, with your fragile heart at stake,To pursue its indeterminate desire, conscious or not, that it may break.Ace, joker, queen or king? Whos to know who will win?In this unpredictable game of love, with players overcome by desperation,In a game where even clever tactics fail. Win or lose? Thoughts derail.For whos to blame if you lose the game?The opponent or the gambler?The heartbreaker or the lover?We can only ever hope to win, in this game of wishful sins.For what we may gain, may just be the greatest fortune that can ever come into our lives.
Just RightYou held my hand just right and we fitted together like hand to glove.You held me just right and we fitted together like fitted sheet to bed.You kissed me just right and we fitted together like peanut butter to mouth.You loved me just right and we fitted together...No words left to describe that four lettered word.I love you is 8 letters long but so is bullshit.I guess togetherness was over rated just like love.
Lock Me AwayLock me away inside your heart's encasings.Throw away the key into the ocean's depths.The key getting lost within the dust and algae.Hoping it will never again be found.Lock me away into your memoryWhere I will be burned for eternity.Never will you rid me and the memoriesWe once shared as one.Lock me into your lips in a lip lockThat will last longer than time.Growing old, world going dark as the sun dies out.Lips super glued together as we get lost.Lock me into your soul where no oneCan cut me away once I start to threaten your health.Hold me close, never letting me fallBackwards into the ocean's fury.
Cut You AwayI thought I could cut you awayFrom my heart, memories, and soulBut the small fragments of you wereSo far embedded I couldn't pry you out.Like a stubborn weed in a beautiful gardenYou refused to budge and come out.So I left you there because I got weak from trying.I thought I could cut you awayBut instead I am left with aBloody mess on tiled floors.Used clean white towels to wipe up the bloodAnd I swear I saw fragments of youSmiling up at me mocking me.So I cut even deeper just to rid myself of you.I thought I could cut you awayBut am left with scarred wrists.No feeling left in my chest cavityThat once was a safe havenFor my fragile heart.But it didn't survive the heart break abuseThat it sustained a thousand times over again.
FlagMy flag was steeped in the red dye.I was laying it on my knees,and after that I was lifting it to my face, absorbing its smell.I was holding her close and I was falling asleep with her.She was a duvet, my sheltermy shield protecting me (no monster from behind the door could harm me).It was warm, pretty pleasantand I was happy, that it was with me, that it was stroking my hair.Now I see it flaunting,and I wish I could touch it;it's far away and at most I can only brush it with my pads.It will hurt me a bit, the blood drops will appear -and I will nurse a grievance, that it doesn't remember me.I'm sad, flag, thay you've spurned me so much,that I always was for you only a little dot, one from manycaressed children.I'm still a little child -and I miss you, flag.
FeelMy thoughts have been misfiled into subcategoriesThat my mind can't seem to ever remember.So many emotions to feel but I feel numb today.Can't feel my heart breaking nor can I feel the acid tears burning.Rolling down past my see through smile.The fakeness of it all sickens me to the core.I smile today just to hide beind the sadness thatHas etched its way into my bitter heart.I walk in the rain to hide the tears that fallWho would notice the difference anyways?Mascara and eye liner running wild, mixing with the saltiness.My raccoon eyes I'd like to call them.Hiding behind a facade, behind the sadness inside my eyes.The smile tells the lies but the eyes tell the truth.No happiness here, it checked out last night.
Even Stars CryStars cry at the peak of midnightTheir tears trickle down with graceI stand beneath the naked skyTo capture each droplet of rainFor their tears wash away our sorrowsAnd remind us from time to timeThat even the most beautiful of allHave grieving moments in lifeSo when you feel sadnessLet yourself cryAnd when you feel happinessLet yourself smileWith rain comes sunshineWith gloom comes blissSo embrace every momentAnd never forget to breatheFor every experience is a memoryAnd every feeling is a giftAnd without the company of each otherWe wouldnt learn the true meaning of peace.
Happiness Is FakeEvery smile you give pains my heartFor I can't stand seeing you happy.Every tear I shed makes me smileFor I can't stand seeing myself happy.